"when they die- they don't want to die"

Behold, some solid evidence as to why I'm not a video blogger. I did want to show you these two clips, however, because the difference between makes me hopeful that this cruel thing can be reversed, not just for me, but for all of us.

This first one is from my 3rd hour-long Pulsed Electronic Magnetic Frequency session. As you can see, it's difficult for me to talk or concentrate. (I didn't do such a stellar job explaining the Herx reaction, did I.)



Now here we are at hour eleven. Please turn your head sideways as I don't know how to edit video. They cranked the machine way down to make the whole process easier to endure, even if it means extending the amount of hours prescribed. At this point I have 19 more sessions to go. First thing you'll notice is I lost the sunglasses; the photophobia is easing up and indoor lighting is tolerable for the first time in a while. Second thing you notice is that I can talk!

In this one, I begin to say thank you.



I'll be saying thank you for the rest of my life.